Our desires today consist in a huge part of appetite, we have marginalised on it that for decades. Induced over and over by our capitalistic western culture. To get more for less. To get things we do not need or not want. The same is with our sexual desires and sex robots. Although the idea of such is not new, to have a companion that resembles a human being. Only now our fantasy comes more and more to reality. To fulfil what we always wanted!

The questions I have, are why and how will this benefit? Does this benefit at…

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I broke my back ‘cause

I thought you would too

I’d run in circles

I thought you would too

’ — Cyn, I’ll still have me

I have been called an Alpha, I have been called a Beta. I have been called bad, I have been called good. I have been called courageous, I have been called lame. I heard this evolutionary psychology, where when people mate search for certain qualities that should be deeply rooted, wired in our being. The more and more I understand it, the more I get the feeling that it is our culture who says…

We would lose each other in each other’s arms, but it turned out differently. Now I am tired of trying to hold onto something that was not there in the first place. Just a desire. Holding onto an image, an ideal to become, or maybe because it was just fun and all I wanted was that.

In the end, we searched for a relief someway or another. From the sorrows of life or from the pain we felt.

Exes

The thing I wanted I got, the emotional roller coaster. It was not boring. It is highly enticing. Well, the stress that…

I crave it, I fight it. My life, my freedom. Let me live or let me die. Fuck-off, with the lies, the bullshit, the false promises. Just let it be. No agenda, please! Thank you!

What do I have become? A stoic? A hedonist? Or something in between? M’I successful? In what measure? Who decides that?

From a very young age, I lived in a very strong environment of achieving. On top of that, I was depressed for years and even wanted that my life would end, literally. I was a stoic, someone that lives only to strive after idealistic…

Are we here to find love and then disappear from the face of the earth?! If so, then why do we seek things that make us miserable and keeps the void from love intact!? A pointless search for the ultimate point of no return for our little egos to be delighted! Wanting that glow in our hearts not going dark. Is there therapy for such a thing? No, only love can save us and we are afraid to surrender to it! Afraid to be hurt again and thrown aside. Who is on your side and who is not, how do…

Let me fly and I will be your guarding angel! Let me explore and I will be your guide! Let me go and I will come back! Let me blossom and you will be my garden. Let me taste and I will be your heaven. Because this is what I need, an emotional rollercoaster, a challenge to learn to love you, not in a suffocating way, but one of free will.

Dating today is like a slot machine (especially when going online), it has a very addictive character to it too. Where coupling is very scrutinized, there is a hyperbolic…

“You’re so Art Deco, out on the floor

Shining like gun metal, cold and unsure

Baby, you’re so ghetto

You’re looking to score

When they all say hello

You try to ignore them

’Cause you want more (why?)

You want more (why?)

You want more (why?)

’Cause you want more”

⁃ Art Deco by Lana Del Rey

We live in an emotion deprived society with a strong drive for new experiences and a compulsive longing for external stimuli. This makes us senseless and empty. It is a vicious cycle, a distraction of what really is happening inside of us.

We…